summer

It's difficult to think of this as summer vacation when it is still cold all the time. But it feels like summer in every other way. My schedule is crazy (sleeping at odd hours, eating whenever, etc), I am completely lacking in motivation, and I've been sinking into a weird, lethargic, direction-less state.

Take away my structure (classes, papers, due dates) and I become this jelly-like substance.

Then throw in a little romance insecurity/etc. and I am a complete wreck.

Should I be posting this on the world wide web...?

Um. That's about it for now, I suppose.